hmmmmm....

Lost
alone in a crowd
the dark shadow passing briefly, inexpilicably
wandering
adrift, afloat, afoot, abroad, ananthama
too funny
too hyper
too hurt
to let it happen again
thus
unfound remains as a state of being
found would give impetus to unbeing
ambiguity rules the day
oxymoronical as such it is
remaining, to stay
elusive quick-fix
guilt
shame
pain
hiding, away.
permanance of loss, being lost, remaining so
catharsis__deep musing
outside speculations mirror inner turmoil