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I can officially report that DC life is now back in full swing for me and I really don't want to ever (or at least for the next year and a half) leave it for an extended period of time again. Seriously. I live here.
That's a really nice thing to say.
But yes so classes are AMAZINGLY AWESOMENESS!!! :-D esp my grad level eastern european hist course-- it's so on another intellectual plane all together and what's so exciting is the fact that I totally am great with that. I really really enjoy it!!! Of course the reading for it is rather isnane-- 150-200 pages
A WEEK!!! keepign in mind of course that I have at least a combined 100 other pages of reading for the rest of my classes each week... anyways so yes ;-) this semester is going to kick my butt if I don't stay on track. But NYU law is beckoning so I think I'll have enough incentive to go all out.
I finally was able to get a shift at work on friday-- they hired too much holiday help and since I wasn't there during the holidays I'm back at the bottom of the tottem pole. But yes i think that's one reason today I feel so "here"-- work was the last missingpeace to my DC life-- last week it felt so wierd to simply stay on campus friday afternoon... I had forgotten how much working that day helped me to de-stress from the week. So yes quite quite nice.
and keeping with that... a customer on friday made me do a double take-- he was around 50, rather slow-- obviously not very well-off... but he wanted to a book on phonics... He was trying to teach himself out to read. I showed him the education section but then as he sounded out c...a...t... I quickly realized that what he really needed would not be found in a bookstore... he needed a teacher. He wanted to learn how to read. So we stood there... and I helped him sound out a few basic words... told him to ask at a church for information about an adult reading program... he thanked me and left... and I stood there and thought. I've heard the occasional public service announcement about adult illiteracy... but I don't know. something about the look in his eyes and the fact that I see customers and people like him daily in DC. I'm ashamed to say that it never occured to me that they wouldn't be able to do something as critical as read. I am so embarrased to say that... I'm overwhelmed with my amazing good luck... opportunities, etc. to be where I am, learning, dreaming, with a future. I can barely stand to think about that man's lack of
reading!!! READING!!!! that limits one so much...
anyways ... yipes!
sigh...
a reminder of the great inequality in the world.
I really think I might try to teach in another country during summer before law school... or maybe even teach in a US inner city actually now that I think about it... I mean to be honest the need is right outside the door of my dorm... as I walk to the gym in the morning I see "them".
Of course the desire to learn and change must be there but I have to believe that there are more people like that man. In fact I know there are. What a simple thing to help people... teach them to read. It's a reversible inequality. One that can be used by them to change their situation... because it would give them self-confidence... it woudln't be a free handout...
anyways just some thoughts.