too much suuuugar!
so why does cooking= my ocd eatingness taking over? happens every freaking year!!! GROWL! sigh... just need to hand out everyone's gifts then i'll be safe. no more eating. back to normal. ok so aside from that rather patheticness... things are good... i mean im missing people a ton ton ton from "Home" or dc-home or home2... or... i don't know. where the hell is my home! GROWL2! But sigh... anyways so cali-home/ home1 are nice-- going over to my cousins place tomorrow for Christmas eve-- whoa! familiy togetherness *gasp* But i find myself wanting to just hibernate in my room... or better yet my kitchen where I am right now... it's so full of light and happy memories... sitting here looking out at the darkness in the predawn doing my chem/ bio/ ap lit homework. happy thoughts. bottom line: home is a mixed up feeling... but I'm not running away! :-D